Just to clear things up

It's childish how people can simply accuse others without any proof. I'm so disappointed.

Honestly, I don't give a shit if you scored that A on your own or by copying. Your grades won't kill me. And I know it's natural for you all to suspect me since I'm the only Wednesday idiot there among you bunch of Friday peeps, but seriously you guys can't be THAT perasan to think that I'd bust your ass for copying.

We're 17 years old, okay. All this petty shit I have left it behind in primary school.

And c'mon, she's been teaching for 3/4 of her life. That's SOMETHING. So why can't you all just accept the fact that the woman is smarter than you?

If you are smart, people are not stupid.

So stop the accusing, cuz it's so no-life to do so.

Just blabbing

Yay! No need to do feature!! One less thing to do.

Albums hot on rotation:

The Kills Midnight Boom
La Roux La Roux
Ladyhawke Ladyhawke
Lady Gaga The Fame

Still haven't warmed up to Little Boots. I must be so outdated, I didn't know her face was plastered all over Channel V Featured Artist. I still thought she was obscure here in Malaysia. Her New in Town makes superb clothes boutique music. I was bopping along to the shamelessly poppy tune while observing a young, frighteningly obese Middle Eastern girl dancing to the song while trying on what must have been her 37th piece of clothing that night.

If you're 5 days away from your Aunt Flo (The Big Great Red Bath) and you're feeling a little tight on those nasty hormonal changes, then it's worth checking out Jackson Waters' Center of Attention. It's such a perfect song for indulging in melancholy. They're not available on Youtube, but they can be found at Myspace.

I have a Double

Hi, my name is Lee Yen Peng. If you didn't know that, well now you do.

And I just want you to know that I'm not the only Lee Yen Peng in this world. When I was 11 or 12, I received emails from panicking strangers asking me where I was. It seems another Lee Yen Peng in Malaysia had run away from home. She was 16 or 17. It was an MCA case, and it was supposedly a huge issue in that girl's community.

I don't know who she is, but the thought that there is another person with EXACTLY THE SAME NAME as mine is quite scary, especially when she is deemed to be some sort of troublemaker.

Out of curiosity (or vanity), I ran my name under google for the umpteenth time recently, and I stumbled upon this. Rudy's Pages.

In one of Rudy' posts, he openly condemned a wanton Lee Yen Peng, reducing her to a philandering nymphomaniac changing boyfriends like changing gears in a manual car. She has run away from home countless times, can't give a shit about her family and is a big obese liar.

I don't know who Rudy is, but I can certainly deduce that he's irrepressibly frustrated with Lee Yen Peng. The other Lee Yen Peng, that is.

Read the post for yourself.

(taken from Rudy's Pages)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

A Letter for LEE YEN PENG

I really cant imagine how's your life now. Izzit same as few yrs ago, remain no $$ for meal, no $$ to topup hp, no place to live & only hav a cup of milo for whole day?

Y u wana 2 choosed tis kind of poor & stupid life? Izzit too bored wif comfortable life so now seek for the adventures? I really felt dissapointed wif u !! I told myself not 2 greet u if we meet 1day coz... i felt shame on u !!

Aren't u cant survive without a man for one day? U need it everyday?

Everytime when u found a new target, u moved away silently, leaving no news to parents. When u being dumped or no place 2 live, u came bac. I really cant count the exactly figure of luggage bag u owned now. How much is our value in your heart? Are u bormed 2 leave family? Plz count the sadness & troubleness u had brought 2 us... and the tear u gift to mum.

I had totally fed-up wif u... no more putting hope on u to take care of parents or helping them in shop. Still fresh in my memory... I asked u 2 stay more @ home coz parents will felt lonely after i married, u replied "ok.. ok..". But seem like u ran away more than b4. I really dunno wat r u thinking.

Everytime when u moved-in a new nest, his parents ask u the reason. I really cant believed the reason u gave them. U told them tat parents sweapt u away, papa was 'Ah Long', mum passed away, sister was a pub girl & cant felt the happiness at home. DAMM YOU !!! Dare u said tis kind of cold-blooded words! Dun u scare the God will punish u? Their parents sure felt surprised when dad & mum appreared at their house gate.

The onli word can be use 2 describe u r 'You r not a human'. U left ur parents juz for fun. Ppl who choose 2 leave their parents will not success in everything they do, juz like u.. untill now, u still cant get a gud person as ur bf. Gud guy will onli seek a gud gal as gf.. coz tis is whole life decision. Not like u.. changed twice a mth. Nobody willing take u as wife coz u'll run away anytime. Even u had committed wif children but tis cant stop u 2 seek for another man, I think tis was the man fear wif.

Now mum & dad r preparing 2 move 2 a new house nearby me, i'll take bac the responsibility to take care of them, will not give u any trouble in the future. U dun need them, they also dun need u anymore... bcoz all of us had used to it... the days without u.

In tis 6yrs, all chance had given 2 u but u dun appreciate... so we'll take bac all the priority.
U better care urself nicely & not to happen anything. I'll not put the mercy onto u. Parents always forgive u.. even they felt sad & fed-up but will become ntg juz bcoz of one of ur voice call. But not on me, dun try 2 use tis on me. Im so cleared wif all of ur trick & bullshit. Dun forget, i used 2 behave like tis b4. I had enough xperience wif tis. Every words came out from ur mouth, i'll not believe even is juz a word... coz i knew all of tis was a lies... u said all of tis is juz 2 reach ur wish, ur plan or 2 get benefit from us.

When the time for me 2 made decision hav arrive, i'll not let u 2 step into my house coz... is u who choose 2 left us 1st. Everyone should responsible for wat they had done. I wan u 2 feel the pain we had xperienced b4... tis is wat u should deserve.

(Yen Peng says "That's not me!!!!")

Yikes

Rushing to complete feature for school mag. I don't know if it will figure out well. It'll be a music feature on four different artists who make similar music, namely Lady Gaga, Ladyhawke, Little Boots and La Roux. Basically it'll be damn syok sendiri cuz nobody really knows who the other three are (all we know is LADY GAGA!!!), so it's just me raving about these four ladies and indirectly telling the whole school how uncommon my music taste is.

Probably not the whole school lahhh... who the hell is gonna read it.

Call alternative music weird, psycho, stupid, poor quality, horrendous, whatever. It's my kind of music. And if it's indie, even better.

Ladyhawke

Lady Gaga

Little Boots

La Roux

Sorry, stupid post.

Mighty Minds tomorrow. I don't know what to do.

PSP mania dying down. Pheww. It's not such a good time to have this sort of frenzy going on.

I Had a Dream

...and it was the MOST FREAKISH dream ever in my 17 years of existence.

So goddamn weird I actually had DIRTY thoughts running through my mind DURING the DREAM.

I dreamt I had a CUNT. And a DICK. At the SAME TIME.

I dreamt I was a HERMAPHRODITE. An INTERSEX HUMAN.

Scary. WAY TOO SCARY.

I say...

So I finally got through God of War: Chains of Olympus Challenge of Hades 3.

And now I'm stuck at Challenge 4.

Break 40 objects (some small, some big) under 60 seconds. Sounds mighty easy, but how come I keep dying at just 6 objects left?

It's annoying.I just want to finish the damn challenges and unlock some Scottish kilt for my Kratos.

YES ahh...

And it's done!

My PSP can finally play more games!!!

PSP Mania

Great news.

PSP 2000 2nd Batch is now officially hackable.

$#$%&^(&(*)*_^&$$@%!!!!! Finally!!!! I'm so sick of the four games that I've been stuck with for the past 7 months.

I'm so desperate, I'm actually watching Youtube videos on how to beat God of War's Challenge of Hades 3. It's a real bugger. Your life is decreasing rapidly, and you have to kill a minotaur, countless carnivorous birds and three shielded monsters within that limited span of life. And I keep dying and dying killing those damn birds.


Oh yeah, Kratos is sexy alright.

And it may seem like I bought the PSP at the wrong time (PSP 2 is coming out), but truth is, it's my first ever gaming console I have and will probably be the last. I love it so much, that today I accidentally dropped it on the floor and part of the body snapped off. And the part where you insert the UMD also went bengkok sikit.

I wanted to kill myself. thought of skipping Catholic's Install to fix it, but thank God I didn't, if not it would have been painfully embarassing. Hey, at least someONE stood up during roll call!!! Yes, you read it right. ONE. ME. AGAIN.

But the PSP is fine now. YAY!!! So I'm watching Youtube again to learn how to kill monsters. Wish me luck.

Artsier Fartsier Cards

Oh don't you even dare think that I ran out of cards after running the previous three series of cards on my blog. I've still got some left, and anyone who cares to contribute, feel free to do so, thank you!

So we've taken a look at minimalist cards where the aesthetics are kept relatively clean. They might be your thing, but it might not be.

This time, we move on to flashier, artier cards. They are quite hard to find actually, given that most corporate companies are always sticking to the drab white verbose style to maintain a dry, professional image.

Hands down the hottest name card I have in my collection. It's a graphic designer's card.

This card's got a very earthy, unpolished feel to it, like natural grunge. The coarse texture reminds me of hemp.

Employing photography is a good idea. This is actually a ticket card for the London Eye, but heck it's still a card.

Glossy, polished, youthful and disco pop-crazed. Can you feel the energy?

The 'Taste' stamp never fails to trick my mind into thinking that it's like some sort of a stamp of approval. Really effective.

Think Transformers. Think impressive.

Super kawaii!

Bright, fun, sprightly, exuberant, 100% NATURAL! Remember, an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

Gritty and severe without losing its appeal, this card reflects well the urgency to combat global warming.

PS: Sorry for crappy photographing.

Hhhh....

I'm so disappointed with someone right now. I think about it all the time, the way she's changed, how she's become so self-centred. I'm trying to understand her problem, but I don't see why she has to blow it out of proportions.

And she says I'm self-centred. Yeah, who isn't? But hers is really making me choke.

When can she start seeing past her problems and come back down to earth and stop distancing herself from me? It's hurting me.

Or maybe we've both changed.

The Kills

Phewww... yesterday wuz fun.

Assunta Install, then Karnival Samad, then Mid Valley, then the Curve, then Tesco. Macam tak nak balik rumah je....

(Yeah I know, the Tesco sounds a bit out of place)

Half dead when I got home...

So I'm taking a Slow Sunday today.

The Kills' Midnight Boom has been on excruciatingly heavy rotation. They make such addictive music. A London-based garage, lofi band, their sound is very stripped down and sparse, fused with jangly riffs, repetitive choruses and uncommon lyrics. Great stuff.

Yayyy!!!

Turns out that I WON'T be going to Assunta Install alone. Yahoo...

Checked out Tropicana City Mall's GSC today. Watched Transformers (again, but I don't mind). The quality of the cinema was not good, it's something you'll get from One Utama TGV. The picture was slightly blur, the colour was dark, and there's this perpetual fuzzy spot buzzing around in the middle of the screen.

So I'm just gonna go back to ol' Mid Valley and One Utama GSCs. I'll brave through the daunting queue.

Now I'm thinking about the shows that I'll miss in Karnival Samad when I'm at Assunta Install. And I do feel bad abit. But if I don't go for Assunta Install, I'll feel bad too. Cuz truth is, I wanna go for both and stay for both the whole time.

I'm so used to having it all. I'm so spoilt.

So Assunta Install better be kickass good.

PS: My mum prepared me a bloody study timetable. It'd be the first study timetable in my life. Like what the fa...?

Alone...

I think I will be the only idiot going to Assunta Install this Saturday. Takpe...asalkan ada wakil kan? The souvenir better be good!

Didn't get NS! Woohoo!!! Sorry, I don't look forward to leaving civilisation behind for THREE MONTHS. There is nothing like the city. And nothing can beat the sexiness of those blue camo NS suits.

Will be watching Transformers again. Megan Fox is oozing sex out of every pore. Shia is adorable, but he can barely hold a candle to his foxy co-star in terms of on-screen presence. This time I better get a nicer seat. Duwan front seat di. Can see Shia's pimples.